Thursday, December 29, 2005
out
i had fun today at EW with D and C!
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no more entries for a while. :D
posted at [8:59:00 PM]
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
this is for my soulmate :)
thank God i found you. :)) haha.
but seriously, thanks for putting up with me and listening to my rants. it means so much to me that i have you to talk to! :D sleepover ok? we have SO much to do. hahaha :D
p.s. stupid penguin (yours) is a stupid jerk and useless loser who sucks.
posted at [10:46:00 PM]
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i'm so mad at someone. but i'm not sure if i even have the right to be mad at %@&*. i just wish i could fix things :|
posted at [10:44:00 PM]
before sunrise, before sunset
i watched before sunrise and before sunset last night/this morning.
funny how i loved them both. kind of silly, actually.
or not.
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Quotes from Before Sunrise.
"If there's any kind of magic in this world, it must be in the attempt of understanding someone, sharing something. I know, it's almost impossible to succeed, but... who cares, really? The answer must be in the attempt."
"I know happy couples... but I think they lie to each other!"
"You know what's the worst thing about somebody breaking up with you? Is when you remember how little you thought about the people you broke up with and you realize that is how little they're thinking of you. You know, you'd like to think you're both in all this pain but they're just like 'Hey, I'm glad you're gone'."
"Isn't everything we do in life a way to be loved a little more?"
"I used to think that if none of your family or friends knew you were dead, it was like not really being dead. People can invent the best and the worst for you."
Quotes from Before Sunset.
"Memories are wonderful things, if you don't have to deal with the past."
"Maybe what I'm saying is, is the world might be evolving the way a person evolves. Right? Like, I mean, me for example. Am I getting worse? Am I improving? I don't know. When I was younger, I was healthier, but I was, uh, whacked with insecurity, you know? Now I'm older and my problems are deeper, but I'm more equipped to handle them."
"Life's hard. It's supposed to be. If we didn't suffer, we'd never learn anything."
"I heard this story once about when the Germans were occupying Paris and they had to retreat back. They wired Notre Dame to blow, but they had to leave one guy in charge of hitting the switch. And the guy, the soldier, he couldn't do it. You know, he just sat there, knocked out by how beautiful the place was. And then when the allied troops came in, they found all the explosives just lying there and the switch unturned, and they found the same thing at Sacre Couer, Eiffel Tower. Couple other places I think..."
"Is that true?"
"I don't know. I always liked the story though."
"The concept is absurd. The idea that we can only be complete with another person is evil! Right?"
"You can never replace anyone because everyone is made up of such beautiful specific details."
"I was having this awful nightmare that I was 32. And then I woke up and I was 23. So relieved. And then I woke up for real, and I was 32."
it's all so bittersweet. :S
actually, it's not that silly to me. because i've been a romantic all my life. and i can't help it. and i hate to admit it.
posted at [10:40:00 PM]
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
i had another one of those dreams that make me sleep on a lot later than usual. guess what time i woke up today. it was weird. :|
the dream was pretty cool however, so i guess it was worth waking up late? haha.
anyway, i haven't had much to do the past few days, though i did go with iya to a play last night! sibol is always good. last night was especially nice, i really enjoyed it :D
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i miss my friends!
i miss bandyo, and pep, and my classmates! :D
but i don't want christmas vacation to be over yet. :))
all i want are sweet dreams tonight.
posted at [7:25:00 PM]
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
i'm up this early because i read at the dawn mass again. this time i couldn't get back to sleep. =| i'm enjoying the silence right now; my parents are already out, and my sister slept over at my grandparents' place today (because tita karla, tito noli, bianca and izu just came back from jersey)
anyway, i was the only reader today, but there were altar boys with me now, and one of them was a little boy, probably not older than 6 or 7. the kid kept falling asleep. the words in "silent night" seemed to reach out to him in some special way. haha.
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so i have relatives back from jersey, which is in the british isles (not to be confused with NEW jersey in the U.S.), and 30 minutes away from france! i was wondering why they seemed not to like their new place too much.
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posted at [6:12:00 AM]
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Sunday, December 18, 2005
my ipod playlist
On-The-Go
songs from my playlist
Swing, Swing ALL AMERICAN REJECTS
The Middle JIMMY EAT WORLD
You're A God VERTICAL HORIZON
Hear You Me AQUALUNG
Vindicated DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL
Quando, Quando, Quando MICHAEL BUBLE & NELLY FURTADO
Gifts and Curses YELLOWCARD
Save Me REMY ZERO
Scars PAPA ROACH
Sleigh Ride HARRY CONNICK, JR.
Polaris JIMMY EAT WORLD
Wild Horses NATASHA BEDINGFIELD
Work JIMMY EAT WORLD
23 JIMMY EAT WORLD
Chocolate SNOW PATROL
Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic THE POLICE
Every Breath You Take THE POLICE
Helena MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
Iris GOO GOO DOLLS
Strange and Beautiful AQUALUNG
Only One YELLOWCARD
Shame JIMMY EAT WORLD
Ocean Avenue YELLOWCARD
posted at [3:06:00 PM]
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Saturday, December 17, 2005
unplugged
okay. i've changed my layout. (laurice actually stole my last one and put it on her friendster profile. haha.)
anyway. actually, i got to go out yesterday! :)) haha. my mom suddenly decided to allow me. it was surprising. but i was thankful! :P
dana and i went to the concert "unplugged" at ateneo, and it was another one of our funny adventures where we laugh until it's hard to breathe. haha.
WE WERE SO EARLY. there was one time that dana and i (and the sound controller guy, hahaha) were the only ones in the concert place. that was because we had gone out of the place for a while, but then, we saw a big group of people coming in, so we rushed back inside to save the good seats we had. then when we got inside, no one else was coming in. =|
ok. well, the concert was pretty cool. mostly it was because of kiko machine. they were so funny! spiderman and all that. :D the other bands were okay too i guess. some were pretty bad though. hahaha
we left after kiko machine (just before gorgeous garbage. haha), because i had to get home before my mom did. :D
dana, dana's brother and i went to mcdo for dinner; we were all so hungry because we hadn't had anything since 5 or 6, so thank God mcdo common was open until 12.
then we went home. *the end*
thanks dana!! >:D<
and dana's brother too, for driving us and the tickets and the dinner and stuff. hemelenengerepetktk GARCIA. :)) hahaha.
posted at [1:28:00 PM]
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Friday, December 16, 2005
er..i'm getting bored of this layout =|
posted at [12:42:00 PM]
sometime last week, two people from my village came to my house early in the morning when i was still in my pajamas. when i was done changing, i went downstairs to meet them; and they said they wanted me to read for simbang gabi at our village. (i'd have to wake up at around 4 because the mass was scheduled at 5)
usually, waking up early is not something i would volunteer to do. but i told them yes, and they thanked me a few times and said they would let me know on which dates i'd be reading on. =
today was one; i woke up around 4:15 and got myself into the white blouse-black skirt outfit they said i had to wear. my mom and i walked up to the multipurpose hall; it was freezing. i was shivering a little and i couldn't tell if it was because i was nervous or because i was cold or if it was both. but anyway, i got through it, even though there were lots of things those people who asked me to read should've told me. i was new to it, and the other girl who was going to read was already used to it; she knew what we were supposed to do, so i just did what she did.
anyway, i got through it.
then i went home and went to sleep again.
then i had the strangest dream i've ever had in a long time. maybe if i'd had this dream a month ago, i might have reveled in it and wished it hadn't ended. but not today. and i'm not going to tell anyone about it. ever. haha.
anyway, i have the rest of the day to do whatever i want. except go out. my parents won't let me =|
i hope i don't go through the whole christmas break without spending time with my friends.
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posted at [11:18:00 AM]
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